你不会见到我流泪
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
9:48 PM
lets thank sheryl for the password thingy. needed it cause my parents are searching for my blog.not that i have anything to hide from them. but there's a part of me that doesn't want them searching in some of my stuff.
infront of them i have this uncertain feeling. that no matter what happens i'm supposed to be able to tell them. but i don't want them to know. and this is the only place i can post it.
i don't want them to read all THIS stuff.. gosh.
not that i don't love them or shit. but.. i really DON'T want them reading this..
argh..
i've been feeling queer these feel days.
like i'm particularly lonely.. i dunno.. maybe it's just me.. i just feel as though the whole world despises me.
i've been thinking alot.
i hate myself.
i hate myself for being me.
i don't wanna be me.
it's torturing.
please!!!!!!
i don't wanna be me......
there's no one i can turn to.
because likewise.
i'm no one that people will turn to.
i always thought that you would be there for me.
because likewise when you were feeling down.
i would always be there for you.
tang san once said: 要认识别人. 你必须现了解你自己.
i can't even do that..
我喜欢在雨中慢步
因为, 只有这样
你不会见到我流泪
K-LOVE
notsoSUNNILY and one of these days when i go berserk,
you better hope that i don't have a knife with me.